I cannot believe what she said and I never knew she would look at me this way. She said directly to me, in my face, that I am someone who is very blur, someone who's not diligent(in other words STUPID) . She always think that she's the smartest among every one in our family. The worst thing is that she thinks Daddy doesn't care for us. She said that Daddy don't even bother to remember our age and that makes him a can't be bothered Dad. Daddy tries so hard to earn money for us to spend and all she can say about Daddy is that he's a can't be bothered Dad!!!! I really feel sad for Daddy to have this daughter. If I'm Daddy and I know that my daughter think of me that way, I would just give up hope on her. She keeps saying she wants to migrate to US(countless times). Last time, I would feel angry when she say that. But now, I don't feel anything. I just feel irritated that she keeps repeating the same thing. Anyways, I think her presence at home doesn't make much of a difference.

Sometimes I just wished that I didn't have to come to this world and realise the bad side of human beings. The worst thing is that you get to realise all these from your family and friends. Realising it from your family members is the worst thing that can happen. Suddenly, you will feel scared and later you wouldn't even wanna talk to him or her. This world is full of toxic, poison, distortion ... etc. All because of MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've been eating cheesecake everyday for the past 4 days. I bought this cheesecake from the Hokkaido fair at Tmall and it's $15 for 6 sticks only. Super ex!! But cheesecake is my favourite so I cant resist the temptation. Hehe... My bro's in army and my second sis is in Australia. My big sis don't eat alot and she goes out to eat like almost everyday. So I have no choice but to eat the cheesecake everyday as it's gonna expire on the 15th. Haha...
I'm actually quite sad cos this shows that nobody's at home except for my maid and I. I feel kinda lonely :( But nvm, at least I can concentrate on my studies. By the way, my second sis is gonna come back from Australia next monday. Don't know if she'll get HQO or not. If she have to then I'm quarantined too. Then I'll have to ans yes to Ah Wong's 3 questions. Haha!! Oh yah, except for the 'Are you a confirmed H1N1 case?' :D

Judging from the no. of questions that I've completed for my Chem paper, I know I'm gonna fail this paper and my chem teacher will be taken away from me. Die die die!!! He's the teacher that I respect most and 'peifu' most. Most importantly, I can really get quite a lot of motivation from him. Why must the stupid school do banding? Banding for lectures is fine. But not tutorial!!! Now I have to get use to another new teacher which is really bad and stupid at this point of time when A's is so close. Don't know who's that f***ing idiot to band us. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! They suck big time!!!!

I DONT WANT banding!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Look at that poor little plastic bag there. Doesn't it look pitiful that you wanna put it in some other place and not by itself beside the drain?? Guess what... This plastic bag was not flown there or thrown away by some people at the ground level. It was THROWN DOWN by some mother fucking ji bai who lived in the house which I took photo of the window above. I SAW IT WITH MY OWN EYES. It's such a waste that I din manage to capture it in video. I guess that mother fucking ji bai don't have a dustbin at home and he/she is paralysed as he/she cannot walk to the refuse chute to throw this plastic bag. I really cannot understand how people think and how they behave. Can someone enlighten me?

Everything's just going haywire now. My life, my family.... It just sucks man. My bro's in army and he twisted his ankle. My mum's not in the pink of her health. My studies sucks like shit. My maid's going back to philippines for a month this 1st of July and SO we have to spend money to buy her tickets and SO I have to do the chores for 1 month. And many many more which I don't wanna mention here. How am I gonna cope with my studies? I know some of you might think, 'Don't be a spoilt brat. You're only gonna have to do the chores for 1 month, but I've been doing it all my life!' I guess ure half right. I AM A SPOILT BRAT!! But my brain really functions not the way a pro would so I think I have the right to complain. The #!@%!%$&^&!!$%$!% thing is that my mum doesn't want to rest even she knows that she's not feeling well. AND she comes back from work with a black face saying that she's not feeling well. I feel helpless and angry at the same time. Why can't you rest when u know ure sick!?!?!? You are the one who's not helping yourself here!!! I really cannot understand.

Why can't my brain just be a little like Koh Wei Xin's one!?!?!?! FUCK everything that's happening now!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am a jerk!!!!!!

Hey guys... Sorry for the screwed up outing yesterday. Hope u all still had fun :)

I love the Swensen's part. I shld have taken photos of our food. But we were too hungry that our food disappeared in 5 secs!! Hahaha!!! Thanks Yuanlin and Chari for treating us the ice-cream. Love ya!!!

Din get to hug Sam, Chari and Darren :( Shld have hugged them when I hugged Lin :(

This post is requested by some people. That people is actually just a person la. But later I need to use 'people' in some sentences to make that few sentences nicer. So I use people instead of person.

This people is so buay hiao bai. She want me to blog something abt her cos she blogged something abt me. Nvm, I'll just fufill her wish. Hahaha!!!

I shall start now.

I don't like people who dye their hair.
I don't like people to keep their nails long(esp the forth finger).
I don't like people who have very fair skin.
I don't like people to bring the whole set of higlighters to school.
I don't like people to cut their nails and keep it and then show it to her friends.
I don't like people to punch a small hole through her nails and wear a stud through it.
I don't like people who wear white shoes with yellow shoelace.
I don't like people to wear a stud which is spoilt.

I think that's about it for now. Maybe in future I will add on more 'I don't like PEOPLE' to this list. Hahahaha!!!

This 'people' that I've been talking about is Dionna!!! Hahahaha!!!!